I am 22 and I don't feel good about it. The thought that I stand here at this juncture of my life , having acheived nothing, makes me want to cogitate over what I have been doing with this carnal self of mine for 22 long years. 22!! The very sound of the number is disgusting. I don't know why, 21 was a sexy age. It kind of made me feel proud to trumpet out I was 21 to people who questioned me about my age. '21' in a husky tone was what my mental image portrayed . But 22 (yuck), it creates visceral sensation which I do not like in the least bit...Blech!!!!!!!!!!
Time is a cruel tyrant and a bad teacher. He burdens people with more than what they can take, and seldom wait for them to understand the gravity of things. If only I could reel back in time and ensconce in the vagrant certainities of my 2 year old self!!!! Sigh!!!
The things that I miss about the days of everything-is-perfect childhood:
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| Baby Doll Me.:-) . |
2. The female actors are younger than me for crying out loud (What the hell man??? :-( no morelike :'( )
3. I miss living life just for the sheer joy of living it rather than for the sake of keeping my Facebook account hip and happening.
4. Playing hide and seek was much more fun than now me having to deal with people playing with my feelings.
5. Responsibility seems to be an evergrowing gift forcefully endowed upon me.
6. You must have guessed by now, I have become a huge complaint box.
7. The knowledge that a word, sentence or even gestures could convey a lot more than what it was intended to, has only made me ignorant of the vacous pleasure of infanthood.
Whoever is working on time machine, please , I assure you that I will be you best friend forever. Please help me go a good 18 years back and if you happen to invent a freeze button, please use it. To all 21 year olds, don't carry off a 'world belongs to me' attitude. You are soon going to get stuck in this bull shit mire of responsibilities and depression a.k.a the disgusting sounding 22. (Sigh!)
4 comments:
you are still a baby doll :-)
Nice one, Aishu :):)
"Playing hide and seek was much more fun than now me having to deal with people playing with my feelings." -- shall v get d context ? :P :P
@ guru..yeah sure..u can get it ..i ll send it by courier tomorrow :-P
it's really simple guru..you studied context switching in OS right ?similar to that ..ppl are making me switch too many contexts.
i second you, Aishu...this world is no longer the fun place i had imagined.... its full of selfishness,jealousy and enemity.... No care and affection at all... i totally agree with the people playing with other's feelings part..bad right ??? And Aishu:) if am not wrong i remember we both sitting in the first bench in J block when you were worrying about you turning 21....Now you are missing being 21... So i think time is not all that bad thing and i bet that you will miss being 22... and what is there with the age aishu... how young you are at heart only matters :) :)
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